Diary of a dental assistant

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is on May 28. Today, the 26 of May, we celebrate it.

For a few weeks things in my home haven’t been the best. The people that know me well kinda know how hard and horrible is been for all of us in my house.

Today I wanted it to be special and not care about anything else, anything! Just my mom… But I have a headache, a big horrible one from the stress I have… cause of the impatients of someone who I truly love but a lot of times with actions, like the ones I had to go true today, make me want to just dissapear from his/her life.

I told you to wait and take your time… and that we had to talk, in person! But after today I don’t care anymore, I know your gonna get mad after reading this, but now I actually got mad, so fuck it… don’t care so here it goes.

It all stared with me just laughing at something I didn’t even understand. When I understood what it was said I told him to say sorry. Don’t know and don’t care if he did or not. With you mad about this I saw an oportunity to actually take a break from each other.

We have talked about your actions, your attitude towar some things, the way I sometimes expect something from you, the way I expect you to do things for your mother that have done so much for you…

I’m tired of all of this. Sorry. And I know! I truly know I’m not perfect, at all. But I know I do my best to give my best. I always give more than what I usually recive and have let a side many of my dream for others. And you know what, I’m actually happy. Yeah, I do get frustrated, but is not life if things always go YOUR WAY.

My two sisters have grown and I know we’ve (my mom and I) done a great job. Not perfect, but good enough.

Maybe that’s what your very intelligent brain needs, to think more in others and less in yourself. How I dare say such a thing? Like you said… is been 12 years of friendship.

For now? Let things cool down. I really don’t know what the future holds for us. But theres one thing I’m sure of. I love you. I love you like family. Hell! More than family.

Is 8:45 pm… I’m goin to hit the showers and try to have fun. Night.

Total succes!